I was gonna write a completely different story than the one I'm writing.... Here is my story about struggling with depression.. everything that I've been through the past 10 years and how music saved my life... and how my husband has saved my life too I also wanted to say that to anyone who is struggling with depression and anxiety or suicidal thoughts it's ok to reach out for help it may suck right now but it will somehow someway get better I know I still struggle but there is help 1-800-273-8255 The National Suicide Prevention line. Please seek help if you need it please for the love of God hang on. Take a walk or cuddle with your dog or cat, pet them, listen to music, or watch comedy. Just hold on please.. And a suprise twist coming soon