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mentalillnezwho

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NaNoWriMo
so this is my first book im doing this for NaNoWriMo go check that out if interested 

what happens when your world is turned upside down from an early age and things only get worse from there?Do you try too take the easy way or do you learn to confide in people again? Ali has just about given up when she notices additions on her life things she thought would never happen but does this only hurt her more or will it benefit her in ways she could never imagine


"i was asking if your name was maddy "
"oh um no its alisandra but um you can call me Ali or lee Maddy is actually one of my cousins" OMG why did i say lee that's only for close family or friends!!!!  but i wonder what his name is cant keep calling him the cute new guy......
 "So Ali?"  he asked with an eyebrow raised
he chuckled 
"huh? wait did i say that out loud "
"yes you did its Thomas but tom or Tommy for short" he smiled 
dang he got a cute smile....




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