To Reach You

Hey guys! I am new to wattpad, and this is my first story. In simple words a very basic journey of life. I want to tell you my problems, academic and of life, and how I managed to face them. This book will cover all the topics containing psychology and without psychology that I found helpful, and that I would highly recommend someone who wishes to improve themselves. So let's begin! What are beliefs? What is mindset and which one should you have? Have you experienced real happiness in life?

Many people walk through life never truly understanding the person behind the mask. Is it a case of multiple personalities? A carefully faked persona? Or simply a survival tactic to blend in, to be accepted? This book was written to shed light on the unseen struggles of a "masked" individual, a person who had to adjust to unfamiliar environments, not out of choice, but necessity. It's based on personal experience, shaped by moments of silence, forced smiles, and quiet battles. Behind the laughter was pain. Behind the confidence was fear. And behind the mask was someone longing to be understood. People often say, "Life goes on." But how can one truly move forward when they must constantly change who they are just to fit in? This is more than just a story. It's a journey of identity, resilience, and the silent war many fight behind the scenes. Through these pages, may you come to understand the masked and maybe even recognize the mask you wear, too.

The human mind is a labyrinth-its darkest corners often shrouded in shadows we'd rather not illuminate. This story dares to venture into that obscurity, exploring the chilling yet captivating reality of a psychopathic mind. But this is not a tale of monsters. It is a tale of humanity-flawed, fragile, and, at times, deeply unsettling. In this book, you will not find the clear dichotomy of good versus evil. Instead, you will discover shades of gray where morality bends and fractures under the weight of ambition, desire, and survival. It is a journey through the eyes of someone who sees the world differently, whose thoughts and actions are shaped by the absence of the constraints most of us take for granted. This is a story about a person-not a diagnosis. It is not meant to explain, excuse, or justify, but rather to provoke thought, challenge assumptions, and confront the uncomfortable truths that dwell within us all.

It's a story about recovering from depression. My journey to stay happy after a long couple years. I write mostly poetry. If you want to read more about my struggles click my profile, I have one published story detailing my 2023 year. It's still hard, but I can do better now ;). Thank you all for reading.

Hi, this isn't a novel, but an essay on spirituality. If you're not interested, I'm sorry, but see you at the next publication. For everyone else, welcome!

This is the Prequel to an epic novel series we are working on, lyrics and poem and psalms explaining the psychology bewixt the Mystic Artist and my Muse and Bride, Two Spirits who walk the Veil Between Worlds. Here we do our best to use world religions, history, ancient mysticism, our own poetry and "Wordsmything" and divining, astrology, psychological and neurological journey to discovering our sharing one body, and the beginning of our mind's organic introspective geneses of mythologies and prophecies surrounding both our inner microcosm, the Mirrored Cosmos, and the outer macrocosm, the Unreflected Cosmos-anchoring it to our own spiritual beliefs as Ashkenazi Kabbalist and Spanish Catholic Mystic. Zeniyah was murdered five miles west of my home at five years old when I was only one. Our mothers were the same age, same look and build, both alone for long periods of time, and fate had it that I survived instead of the girl who grew up alongside me as my guardian and wife. Obviously, our names are not the same as our past incarnations before we were reborn and married unto each other, both to protect our families and to underline the fact that since uniting as one flesh, we are not the same as we once were. Now, we recognise our beliefs are diverse and likely controversial to the wider world, which is why we wanted to publish them here first. We anchored ourselves to one another at the end of the Mayan Calendar, started awakening as Aquarian Ascendants when the Star of David reached its zenith in 2020, when the Age of Aquarius began. Any collaborative responses with respect and not harsh criticism are welcome, as we are trying to understand ourselves and how to approach telling our story as respectful to all beliefs as possible, to help others as much as us to grow and accept ourselves. The land where we grew up, which violent abuse is forcing us to leave, was originally Seminole land before ancestors of modern Anglo-Saxons here forced these tribes to leave as well.