beauty of the broken

I can smell the sweet frosting for my cake sweet 16 it says I wish I could tell her I wish I could say mama I think I'm in love with Xavier but I know what will happen if I do she'll cry and then Daddy will come in and ask why mommy will try to protect me but at some point she gets drunk in the whole sad story will continue daddy will get that ugly look in his eyes the one he got when he went after Iggy even though I'm the only family member he has never hit he has no mercy for me if he finds out what I am chances are i'll end up dead.