!Warnings! This book will have scenes of violence, war, death, dark themes and bad grammar(the worst of them all). This book is mature for a reason. I'm going to try my hardest to write PTSD and trauma as correctly as I can with information I can get, so if people have any feedback for that I will accept any help. IF THIS CAUSES PROBLEMS FOR YOU PLEASE DON'T GO ANY FURTHER. Without further ado, enjoy. This came from the depths of my messed up mind. No other work was thought of when I created this book (Literally, I was blank headed when I made this book and look at what happened. Which is also very surprising as I can never get my thoughts to leave me alone ever.)