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I Can't Hold on Anymore

Reads 65,862
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Reads 65,862
Votes 2,956
Parts 23
Time 1h 29m

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[Completed] [Rewritten]

"I feel like I'm an artist. My brushes are my blades and my canvas is my wrist."

First chapter sucks, but I think the rest of it is decent . . .

❗❗Trigger Warning❗❗
Mentions of self-harm, eating disorders, depression and suicide

Started: November 11th 2019
Finished: March 24th 2020

Rewriting started: December 21st 2020
Rewriting finished: October 17th 2022

Best rankings: #1 in jincentric, #1 in beatup, #2 in bulimianervosaAll Rights Reserved

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