Love Will Be Love

Sarah is the name, just Sarah. I'm saving the last name for whoever decides to take me in and care for me. I've had my doubts and it's taken 17 years for it to happen, but I did it. My family loves me, and I love them. But I can't show my feelings or tell them how I really feel, too much exposure. Revealing parts of myself might break all the walls I've tried so hard to build, the walls that I was taught to build.

But, something might change everything I was told my whole life. This something is a boy. Funny how something so simple as a boy could change all my habits, reflexes, and everything I was ever taught.

I must not let him get to my heart, past all the barriers. All he'll find is the one thing I am trying so hard to hide, my old life. It will only make him run away from me and never look my way again.

But I can't help how I feel, or what my heart tells me. I can't help if I slip up and expose myself. Why did I have to feel for the one person who if he decided he was disgusted with me, he would have the best chance to ruin my life. I can't help it if I accidentally react to his stunning features, or gorgeous body.

After all, love will be love.