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Behind the Scenes of an Eating Disorder

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I'm Maddy Merrill and this story is about my experience having anorexia. I wrote this story to inspire others and show that it is possible to overcome your eating disorder. You are strong and beautiful and you don't need your eating disorder. Trust me.All Rights Reserved

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𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀 by beanzgetti4

Rita becomes strict with her eating, everyday the number of calories she eats gets lower and the amount of time she does cardio gets higher. She practices of managing her starvation by distracting it and never catches a break on the scale. Nobody is aware of it, it was something Rita doesn't want her friends or family to know, hiding her body from them didn't last long. Her mother noticed the dramatic weight change on her body. She tries to help her get back to her eating and tells her many times that she's "perfectly skinny" but nothing works. Her mother puts her foot down as Rita started to get ill, her mom takes her to a mental health hospital. She deals with consequences from her nurses and other patients.

I've Got It Under Control by myrealnameisasecret

Jules is forced to live a life in the psychiatric ward after her eating disorder nearly ends up taking her life. Stuck in a life that is contained within four walls, while she fights her battle with an eating disorder and depression, trying to gain control of the demanding voice in her head. Finally having to admit that she can't do it herself and faces vulnerability by doing so. She endures love and heartbreak but only she can save herself. Will Jules recover and finally be free of the voice that has become the burden of her life? ~ I've Got It Under Control That's what she thought. That's what they all think when it first starts. They had control, had, past tense. Now they wish they did. Their bodies are screaming for help but their head is saying otherwise. Hunger coursed through Jules's body, the rumble of her stomach was like a thunderstorm, violent and painful. It scared her, yet it also satisfied her. She started to skip breakfast, and once she realised she didn't need breakfast, she knew she wouldn't need lunch nor dinner. ~TW: Goes into depth about eating disorders, mentions about suicide and self harm. View at your own risk~

Lose Weight for Good by DLSheron

1st Place Award in Christian Writing Contests 6/2020. After being anorexic and bulimic as a teenager, I saw the light. Later on I became a certified fitness trainer. Since then I've been managing my weight for decades. "Lose Weight For Good" is not a diet-it's a lifestyle. However, if you honestly follow these guidelines, "You'll get fit while others get fed!" I share my own personal story of how I overcame eating disorders. Then I give you motivational tips, fun homework and proper way to lose weight and keep it off for the rest of your life! *I must share this disclaimer. I am not a physician, please see yours before starting any weight-loss regimen. (I borrowed photos on line. This book is free! If you want me to take down a photo-have proof it's yours no problems. Or if you just want credit show me the proof and I am happy to give the credit!)

A Bone to Pick by ocean_v

My experience going through the ups and downs of anorexia and orthorexia, detailing the mental and physical effects it had on me. Hopefully it'll help those in the same boat and let them know that they're not alone in their fight.

Struggling with an Ed by addystarrrr

TW For the whole book!!! This is just a book of what goes through my mind as someone with an undiagnosed eating disorder :)

Starving For Help by Lauryn_Love

"I smile everyday. I live my life like nothing is wrong with me. No one would ever guess that I'm screaming inside or that I've secretly been hiding this huge part of my life. No one would ever know that I cry myself to sleep at night or that deep down I'm starving for help." Welcome to Anorexia. Your hostess is Ana. She'll take over from here. Suffering alone inside of your mind from a terrifying mental disorder, is something that even those who battle such a thing every day, cannot fully understand. It's like being alone 24/7 yet it's never quiet inside of your head. You can't stop the voices. You can't control your emotions. As it gets worse, you lose control of your body all together. You become prey to your disease and You can't fight back. That is what it's like for someone who has spent years of their life suffering in silence from an eating disorder. Fighting a monster that you have no chance of beating. It's almost impossible to describe the type of torture that consumes your mind. Hell. It's equivalent to pure hell.

but you'll feel better when you wake up | imallexx by robibie

in which alex redevelops an eating disorder that very quickly grows out of control. - tw: eating disorders, bulimia, anorexia, purging, mental institutions, mentions of self harm, depression and anxiety please note that this is a work of fiction. when i was already a fourth of the way through writing this i found out that alex used to have an eating disorder so i mean no offence to him or any other sufferers. this is not meant to glamorise the subject nor is it meant to promote the subject in any way, shape or form. stay safe, lovelies.

Dr. physco:The love between a doctor and patient... by hiddenwriter2024

"Two bodies drenched in the rain of love.." What will happen when a psychologist stand against her "psyco patient"....but eventually fall in love with the same.... And what will be the outcome when his own doctor whom he wanted to be at distance becomes his need to breath tooo... ----------------- He was in bloody red eyes blazing with anger , destroying the whole room while closing the room's door.... She somehow came in- "Yuhaan, cool.down please..shaant ! Breath in breath out! Peace??" As she cared him he suddenly hugged her tightly into his embrace making the current to run through her body. As she was calming her heartbeat, he stated keeping his head on her shoulders "No one ever able to control over me....but i don't know why my heart is obeying your commands??" Till now he also didn't know that why his heart is obeying someone else's commands instead of his owner... If you wanted to know just read it out , pakka bor to nhi hoge! ( Two broken soul's story with mysterious +blunder past will be opening through every page of the book.) ●She was his doctor and he was her psyco, will she ever be able to control her psyco or will he give her the rights to control him or keep his rights on her?????? . • ROMCOM •RUDENESS vs POLITENESS •MISUNDERSTANDING •AGEGAP with INNOCENCE ENJOY!

Elizabeth by Everest438

Some things are never meant to happen the way that they happen. Some things are not supposed to break the way they break, but we are not in charge of this earth. We cannot oversee how things are fixed and how they break. We are only capable of putting the pieces back together...mending broken hearts and healing empty souls. Why him? They ask her constantly. Why the heartless man to comfort the hurting soul? Because, she always responds, even after countless mood swings, crazy demands, constant reassurance, and stupid arguments, he never gave up on her. Why her? They would ask her every time. He'd respond the same. Because I don't want to court her in bed. I want to love her in life. Polar opposites attract. Elizabeth and Romeo attract. They just want to love each other in life through the pain, the agony, the abuse, the depression, the anxiety, the mafia, the breaking, the fixing, the helping, the hurting. It's just love at the end of the day.

California Eyes [Taylor x OC] by tani1602_

~ got a girl with california eyes and I thought that she could really be the one this time. But I never got the chance to make her mine because she *is too* in love with little thin white lines ~ They say beauty is pain but is it really? Is less always more? It seems to be that way, at least for Taylor Swift, who strikes to meet every beauty standard there is to meet. In the world of fame she lives in, her drastic weight loss doesn't go by unnoticed, and only hours after the final show of her successful Eras Tour she finds herself in a psych ward, forced to face her relentless struggles with food. Not long after the events of the famous singer being dragged to the psych ward, Maeve - a homeless drug addict roaming the streets of LA - is met with a similar fate as she wakes up in that same psych ward after an unintentional overdose. How will things work out for them? Can they win their internal battles? Will they make each other's lives even more miserable in the process or could they actually find comfort in one another?

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𝓗𝓸𝓵𝓵𝓸𝔀

Rita becomes strict with her eating, everyday the number of calories she eats gets lower and the amount of time she does cardio gets higher. She practices of managing her starvation by distracting it and never catches a break on the scale. Nobody is aware of it, it was something Rita doesn't want her friends or family to know, hiding her body from them didn't last long. Her mother noticed the dramatic weight change on her body. She tries to help her get back to her eating and tells her many times that she's "perfectly skinny" but nothing works. Her mother puts her foot down as Rita started to get ill, her mom takes her to a mental health hospital. She deals with consequences from her nurses and other patients.