Venting? (not an actual story)

Basically, in here I spilled a piece of me. This was written when I was very fragile, around the end of 2019, which feels like an eternity ago. I felt terrible and there were many things happening, so I decided to write my thoughts down.
It's not good----hell, far from it. ----but it was sincere.
I only decided to publish this after almost a year, because I've grown, and I finally got the courage to speak. Because I'm again passing through a rough patch, even though It's not the same thing.
Anyways, feel free to read my attempt at venting, feel free to offer me criticism or even laugh about it with me in the comments. Thanks for reading and I hope you're doing well.