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The Spectrum

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Beck is top of her class when it comes to Maths and Science and her future seems bright. However, she struggles with social anxiety and relationships. Beck is autistic and spends most of her life locked away in her own mind as she reads her collection of books to escape her abusive alcoholic father. But once her eyes meet a grey eyed boy from across the room her world won't be the same.


(18+ violence, adult themes, bullying, harassment and other issues)

Being Autistic myself I have put a lot of me in this book. I've exaggerated certain aspects for entertainment values but other than that this is how awkward I feel most of the time. I don't see many books by women who write about their experiences in a creative way to spread awareness in a fun and compassionate way. This is mine I guess. I hope you enjoy this short story.All Rights Reserved

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Her Name Was Meloni

His hand stayed on mine as he pulled out back on the road and I could feel the embarrassment creeping up my cheeks. "I'm sorry." I said. First I was the sick girl with staring problem, and now I'm the girl with anxiety issues. "Everyone comes with there baggage. Im well from perfect. I have mommy and daddy issues. Anger issues. I've never really cherished anyone outside of my brothers and Becks. You have mommy issues. Staring problems. An okay heart. And anxiety problems. We all have imperfections. It's when we find someone who can love of us in spite of them is when we become perfect for each other." He said and my heart nearly exploded. "You kinda ate that." I said with a smile. He busted out laughing. "Never say that again." After finally being able to start her knew life, Meloni begins her new life in college, with a new budding relationship with Tate. And a new heart. Everything seem to be going to plan. Making new friends and getting to know more people until an unexpected visitor come into town and shakes up her while world. Will Meloni be able to find her center? Will she and Tate be able to make it through these confusing times? Please make sure to read the first book, His Name Was Tate!