dehydrated

the mind of an unwanted sick girl
basically a brain dump when i'm sad
short entries

⚠️⚠️⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️⚠️⚠️
this journal will include content that may be triggering to others.
-self harm
-suicide
-illnesses
-medical issues/related (ex. mentions of needles/surgery/blood, etc.)
-depressing shit

if you or someone you know needs help, contact the national suicide prevention hotline at 1 800-273-TALK (8255) or through chat available 24/7.

so i literally couldn't care less about numbers considering i'm using this as a diary, not to get votes or followers, but i think it's really cool that some of the things i say other people can relate to and hopefully help them in a way of self realization and acknowledgment of their true feelings, which leads to acceptance and emotional healing. therefore, when i see this ranking high on different charts for the hashtags, i am going to keep note of it here in the description simply for myself, so i can feel like there is more of a point to this journal besides just me. thank you for anyone that votes and comments. i hope some of the things i say can help you make realizations of yourself and feelings and push you further into emotional recovery by finally admitting to yourself how you feel. most importantly, i hope my journal can make you realize you aren't alone in how you feel and your thoughts, whatever they are, are valid and allowed. never feel ashamed of how you feel, and never feel ashamed to be who you are. i love you.

1/22/20: 1 in #spoonie
2/5/20: 7 in #chronicillness
2/5/20: 1 in #Dysautonomia
3/28/20: 2 in #invisibleillness
2/5/20: 7 in #port