Why Am I Alive?
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Ongoing7m
Last published Mon, Dec 2, 2019
"Hey, Sultan get back here right now." She yelled angrily at me even after she found out that I was so determined to die.
"No, no mum. I'd rather die than to make you sell me out just because of your greediness." I spat back as I grab the short gun from my wardrobe and put it straight to my head. "I'm sorry mum, forgive me. Come punish me in hell." I whispered and closed my eyes. Deep down inside me, I wished someone could stop me. I never wanted to die because I've thousands of dream to caught. I can't leave my little innocent sister with that witch.
"Sultan!" My mum screamed after I pulled the trigger with my frightened finger.
"Mum." I yelled angrily after noticing the blood flowing down from someone's stomach. It wasn't suppose to be, how come someone else is bleeding instead of me? I think someone just dragged the gun from my hand.
"Nooooo....." I screamed out after seeing my......
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