If only I am perfect..
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Last published Tue, Sep 13, 2022
"If only I was perfect.. perfect for you.." those were last words he said.
That was the last time she'll have her broken.
That was the last thing he expected to do.
But that wasn't the last of the end.
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Cole Carson meets Mia Danvers.
Both their lives were going perfectly fine until then but they make their way through the odds to find what was most precious to the both of them. The sad truth is not every story has a happy ending.
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