Y/N struggles with intense paranoia, vivid hallucinations, and depression. Y/N struggles with self harm and suicidal tendencies and ideation. Ludwig is there to help, even if he's not the right type of doctor. Also yes look at me go another depression story. Don't get me wrong, I'm not romanticising any of this. I'm putting my own personal struggles and emotion into these, and if I'm gonna be writing I might as well write about the topics I know best.