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The Beauty of It All (studxfem)

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Reads 25
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Parts 7
Time 45m

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I shut my eyes, taking deep breaths and escaping. escaping from this world, from this reality. pretending this is not my life, and I am not here. pretending I am happy, honestly, truly happy. one hit, two hits, three, four... I could feel my insides rip apart from the pain. I will not let them see me cry. they don't deserve to see me weak like that. eight, nine, ten, eleven.. will it ever stop?
Just survive it, Jada. you don't have to thrive, just have to survive.

*warning*
this story contains triggering themes suck as sexual harrassment, abuse, rape, and more. in addition, it is not censored. if you are sensitive about those things, I suggest you skip this one ',:-)All Rights Reserved

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