a hot mess.

"I can't do this to him!" I croaked, using all my willpower to not kiss him again. I winced as I heard his fist connect with the wall above my head.
"Dammit Svetlana. Can't you see he's using you! Or are you too blind to see it. I can't do this again, I can't! I can't lose you." He answered.
I shuddered at the intensity in his eyes and voice. "What the hell are you talking about!" I answered.
Suddenly he broke. His eyes started to water and he slammed his back onto the wall, slowly sliding down until he was sitting.
"Hey, it'll be okay" I answered, my female instincts comforting him.
"I can't lose you, like I lost her" he replied softly
"Who'd you lose Tommy?" Ignoring my question he replied.
"You probably think i'm a pussy" he said, the intensity back in his eyes, but in a softer way
"Never" I muttered, letting my head rest on his lap as he gazed down at me. Then, at that very moment, I knew I loved him, and no matter who else I met in life, I'd never forget this moment, with him.