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Lost Cause [ ON HOLD ]
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'Why did I do it?"
"Why can't I be strong?"
I ask myself the same questions everyday.
"Why can't I just fight?"
"Why do I let him in?"
I look around at the town I once called home, now destroyed by me. Or was it really me? There's no way to tell anymore. He's becoming part of me. The darkness. There's no escape from it. It's making me hurt people, destroy things... Murder.
It won't leave me alone.
It screams whenever I fight.
It laughs when I try to be in control.
It taunts me.
It is me.
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[ Book 1 in the "Lost Cause" series ]
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