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novelistic_mind
Complete, First published Nov 12, 2019
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Having an horrible childhood until the age of twelve Elise finally found a family to love her. Although the love from her family is great she longed to have a man to love her and who better than Johnathan himself? 
She has been crushing on him since the age of twelve the day they met. Although she is a beautiful woman she is just not his type. But she refuses to give up on love. Is Johnathan the real man for her or has her true love been hiding in plan sight all along?
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