A reason to stay

As I stand on the edge of the bridge I know nothing is holding me back. I'm a screwed up teenager with anorexia, who has no friends and whose parents are both dead. I want to die. I wonder if anyone will notice that I'm gone. Probably not, no one cared about me. I wasn't always like this. I used to have a family, friends, a good life but all of that changed. It changed somewhere between the day my parents died in that stupid car accident and when my best friend died of cancer. I have nothing left nothing to live for. I stare at the jagged rocks beneath me and then at the beautiful sky above me. I want to take it all in before I jump, before my eyes close and I stop breathing. Before I die. As I'm getting ready to jump I hear someone shout something behind me. I turn around and I see a handsome boy my age running towards me, wearing a scared expression. I see his sweet, soft features. I see his blue eyes, messy brown hair and tanned skin. I see Matthew, the boy that saved my life.