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My Only Escape|🖤Depressed and Singer Deku🖤| ON HOLD

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Parts 30
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Izuku Midoriya never got into UA, but he definitely didnt become a villain, instead he bacame a famous YouTube star.

After the encounter with All Might, Deku gained pretty severe depression, so to cope with it he started singing, and eventually recorded it and posted it on YouTube 

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I've started to do one-shit things as fillers, since I'm getting super lazy and not posting the next part lmao

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THIS STORY IS ON HOLD AND I KNOW I LOOK LIKE IM YELLING BUT I JUST WANT PEOPLE TO KNOW.

As you can see I'm not the best at descriptions. Just read the story.

There may be ships I'm not sure which ones yet.

❗No Characters belong to me they belong to the rightful owners❗

Ok enjoyyyyy!!!!💚All Rights Reserved

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do you really love me? (suicidal deku x bakugo) by solo_17

deku. deku. deku. that's all he'll ever be, a deku. an idiot. a worthless piece of trash who belongs on the streets. who belongs in the ocean and deserves to die. he wants to fulfil his dream, make his dad proud. he also wants to die, to fulfil what he wants. kacchan. kacchan. kacchan. a person who's amazing. who deserves to be at the top. who deserves what he has. deku has been getting bullied by kacchan for years. he doesn't want to live. he won't admit it, but he loves it when he gets hurt. bullied. abused. starved. more. he deserves pain. he's sinned. he has a crush on kacchan. he hasn't made anyone proud. he hasn't done any good. he's a deku. warning!! •depression •anxiety •suicidal/suicide •cutting •gay •death •self doubt •more no smut! no quirks AU singer AU suicidal deku AU bakudeku i don't have an updating schedule so i'll update whenever don't hate! if you don't like it, please leave! :) i dont remember if it is or not but be warned from a year and a half from the last update its probably discontinued - only says completed so you can archive it 🚨CRINGE ASF IM SORRY - 2 years later me🚨

Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE) by WholeLotOfDeku

Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at the cost of his own safety as he is captured instead. Midoriya is brought back to the League of Villains' hideout and with him there, Shigaraki plans on changing the young boy's mindset and plans to use force against him. When Midoriya isn't able to escape for three years and no one can seem to find him, he begins to lose hope and his wounds only bleed more. Even when he goes back in time with the help of a pro hero's quirk, he is diagnosed with depression and struggles to go on through life. He doesn't feel like himself. He needs someone. He needs someone so badly. But what if there isn't anybody to help Midoriya? How will Midoriya cope when someone close to him dies right in his arms? Warning! This story will contain depression, suicide talk, torture (not explained explicitly), violence, and a whole lot of angst! Also, this story won't contain any ships. So, there isn't any BakuDeku, TodoDeku, etc., it's just a depressing story with Midoriya with his friends trying to change themselves to help him and their own selves in the future. Ranks! #5 - depresseddeku (11/25/19) #65 - deku (8/23/19) #26 - majorcharacterdeath (8/31/19) lol Story Status: Complete! Started on: 4/17/2019 Completed on: 3/7/2020 Started Editing on: 1/30/20 I do not own the cover art! But I own the art in the book! My Hero Academia/Boku No Hero Academia (c) Kohei Horikoshi

Quirk more like a Curse! by Chimera_Regarion

Izuku Midoriya had everything a little boy can ask for in life until a tragic event changed everything. He lost his mother, his father, his home and even hope. Left without anyone to trust or turn to, this precious green bean now struggles every day to find a reason to go on. Will someone save this the boy everyone forgot about? Life is weird and can't be explained. It can be hard at some times too. Izuku knew that life hated him and he was getting sick and tired of it.... BUT... What if life didn't hate the boy and would do anything to help him find his will to live? Will he discover the secret behind his quirk? Will he gain a new family? More importantly will he find the warm feeling of love and being accepted? Will his desperately search for it finally end? A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

No one left (UA civil war/Vigilante) by lazycatqueen

What if when Izuku was a kid something huge happened. Something that seemed to pass by quickly to others but to him it stretched out for years and years? What if Izuku had a chance, one chance to be free? What if he wanted to be a hero? And he became a vigilante? What if he's able to trick Aizawa and Nezu (and the rest of the heroes?) What if he hid everything he knew and who he was? The LOV, AFO, UA, All Might, everyone is looking over one of his shoulders. How long can he shake them off for? What was he doing these days just for fun? There are no ships in this story. Updates may be scattered and I'll try to update as often as I can. I'll write everything and then come back and edit (maybe.) NONE OF THESE CHARACATERS BELONG TO ME. I own the plot for this plot specifically. This is my first fanfic that I've written. THE ART DOESN'T BELONG TO ME EITHER. Used to be called "WHAT YOU SEE... IT ISN'T ME" also on ao3 - same title, probably same username <3

A life of crime; Villain Izuku Midoriya by Demonteabags

This is a SFW fan fiction ⚠️I do not own any of the characters. I just made the story line⚠️ Deku is a villain due to being bullied continuously by his 'friend' Bakugou. Even though he is a villain, is he really that bad? ~ Please note, there are ships in this story! If you don't like a ship don't read it. Simple as. :) There will be ships in this story And also Deku does not get One for all- you will see who gets it later in the chapters. ⚠️DISCONTINUED⚠️

villain deku [villain re-hab] by anime_geekgirl_15

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Pick a Side /Villain! Deku/ ✔ by oldcringeaccount11

"Do you think.... That I could be a hero too? Even... without a quirk?" "Without a quirk? Not happening, kid." All his life Izuku Midoriya dreamed of becoming a hero just like his biggest inspiration, All Might. It didn't matter if he was quirkless... Right? One day, the young boy got to meet his hero. He asks the question he'd been dying to ask, but afraid of knowing the answer nevertheless. The answer crushed him. That was the day he let go of his dreams. Izuku Midoriya, the quirkless loser. That's what he'd always be. No one believed in him anymore. Not even himself. Until... The league of villains offered him acceptance. They told him that he WAS good enough. But does Midoriya truly belong as a villain? It may be time for him to pick to side... COMPLETED/ August 14, 2019 !Trigger Warning! This story contains blood, violence, gore, strong language, and some sadistic stuff I guess? xD Read at your own risk! Cover image art isn't mine, however, I did do the editing for it! Also, the characters in this fanfiction aren't mine at all either! [Okay, so ships. There is Tododeku and Bakudeku in here. But to be clear, it's not a huge part of the plot so if you came here for it, you might be somewhat disappointed, which is why I'm saying it. I got rid of the tags for them cuz I didn't want to disappoint people but now people think this is a straight story somehow so I'm putting the tags back out to weed out the homophobes B)]

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If only... by Chimera_Regarion

Quirkless doesn't mean useless but because of how quirkless kids are being treated they often end up dead.. Izuku Midoriya is a kid that was born quirkless. Once his parents found out about this, they immediatelly abandoned him and threw him out on the streets. Now rouaming the steets and barely surviving he still finds a way to help people but not any avarage people, no he saved All for One and the other 4 LOV members. Follow Izuku as he struggles to survive while at the same time wanting nothing more than to end his own misary and becomes weaker and weaker with each passing moment. At the same time he will gain a family like no other. What will happen if the heroes find their villain lair. Will Izuku find a way to get back or will they change him for the better. A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing. Rights on the pictures go to the artist. I do not own mha, rights to the owner.

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