They Said

The doctors said I had a strange disorder that made the tissue in my lungs inflamed. I knew in my soul that was not the case. I felt pain through my ribs into my spine trickling down my heart and veins. I felt pain of a life I had never lived. I felt the energy of others who had suffered, the hands of people who needed help when my fingers suffered from extreme tremors. My anxiety didn't allow me to live a normal life, my intuition whispered to me in the dark of the night, images pouring into my lucid dreams. My anxiety screamed but I took pills to mute it. You don't know what to do until it's too late... it was always too late. When I saw her; I knew what had to be done.