"The Truth Untold" (depressed namjoon)
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Last published Sun, Feb 14, 2021
Work,work,work, and more work. Between balancing being the leader of BTS, writing songs, practicing dance, keeping the other members in line, and doing their work for them, Kim Namjoon is tired. The other six members don't realize how stressed and overworked their leader is, so they keep pushing him past his limits. However, it all catches up to Kim Namjoon on the final concert of their Wings tour. Will the members learn from their mistakes, or will they continue to push there leader past his limits.
WARNING:This story includes sensitive topics such as...
Self Harm
Eating Disorders
Suicidal thoughts
Depression
*I do not own Big Hit or any of the members of BTS, this story is just purely for entertainment*
AUTHOR'S NOTE: This is my first story, so if its trash I apologize in advance. I am still in school and have many things going on in my life. However I will be consistent with posting and will let you know in advance if I won't be posting. Now even though English is my first language, I still suck at it, so bear with me please.
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