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Isn't this what i wanted?

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Three months after tords death, tom is still getting around the constant guilt and depression that threatens to drown him. Edd hates him and matt doesn't know what to think.

[ This is a continuum of chapter 14 of A billion ways to die. Read that to understand.]

T O M T O R D AND E D D M A T T. 
You've been warned.

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Here Lies... by Jesters_Amulet

Sequel to The Lonely: ...Thomas Rose wasn't an ordinary kid and he wasn't in an ordinary world. He had gravity defying hair, an unhealthy obsession for alcohol, and pure black eyes. He knew that life to him was meaningless. He knew that he'd never find a safe place for himself. But what he didn't know was that he had a lover in a past life that could change everything. Includes death and sadness, so again if you're sensitive to that stuff, I do not recommend. Unlike my last book, this story will mostly be in Tom's perspective. Please enjoy. (Reincarnation AU) (Tomtord)

Mine {FUTURE TOMTORD} {COMPLETED} by mindfulchump

* ART IS NOT MADE BY ME AND FULL CREDIT TO WHOEVER DID THAT AMAZING WORK OF ART x A few years after The End, Tom moved out of Edd and Matt's house and found a place of his own, he's content but still dwelling on the past, he's diagnosed with eye cancer and is told he has two months left to live. That is until someone from his past comes knocking at his hospital door and changes everything.

Candy - TomTord AU by your_gay_bih

Before reading this: Warning: This is a malexmale fanfiction, if you do not support or you don't ship this pair or dont support malexmale stories, dont read. ----------------------------------------------------------- This may contain swear words, violent scenes, maybe gore?, sexual themes, rape, ECT. ----------------------------------------------------------- Tom has just moved to town where his two friends Edd and Matt recently moved to. Until Tom bought what he can for a decent home, with the help of Edd and Matt, which he spent nothing and lived with Edd and Matt like they use to do. But one day is where Tom made a new friend he meets.

Pain | TordTom by MrGrayNyx

Ok so I gave up on the description for this story but it's at least something- Tord comes back from the Army to see his "old friends" again. Of course, Tom is suspicious of him, cuz leaving for 9 years then coming back all of a sudden. Like what the hell? He must be planning something or some shit 'The End' does not happen until the second chapter :T)) - This book is very cringy. I recommend to be warned that it makes like, no sense- - ⚠️WARNING⚠️ [] Contains swearing [] Boyxboy [] Tordtom [] Eddmatt [] Characters do not belong to me, they belong to Eddsworld | Edward Duncan Ernest Gould ⚠️STRONGER TOPICS⚠️ [] Suicidal thoughts [] Suicide attempt (Maybe not, we'll find out) [] Self-harm [] Anorexia [] Rape (He's not actually going to be raped, more like touched sexually, kissing as well) ⚠️-So please if your sensitive about these things do not read-⚠️ I am warning you now Welp, other than that I hope you all enjoy it!! .•°*Rankings*°•. #6 in TomTord #1 in ewtordtom #2 in ewtomtord #1 in eweddmatt #2 in depressedtord

TomTord || Cancer (Finished) by TommieAndTurd52

Tom has been feeling pained after the incident with Tord and his giant robot. And, yes, this was pain of loss or hurt, but this was also because he had been experiencing symptoms of pancreatic cancer. This story is going to have chapters, quoting the song Cancer by My Chemical Romance. Like some TomTord fanfics, this takes place after The End. Tord comes to pay his apologies for what he did in the past. They forgive him, but Matt is keeping an eye on him. By that, he's making sure he won't try anything with Tom. Why should he care? Well, he had just realized his feelings for him two or so days ago, and is making sure they won't get together. That's all I can say about this, see ya if you end up reading this, bye.

In Our Nightmares | TordTom by MrGrayNyx

After the incident in 'The End' Tord was found on the hill by his two most trusted soldiers and parents. He was brought to the nearest hospital to get himself treated As for the others, they now live inside their own apartments. Nothing really changed. They're still good friends. Although, Tom hasn't been the same. Matt rarely looks at himself anymore As for Edd. Oh, Edd... He's been hurt the most. Not physically, but mentally. Being betrayed by your "best friend" hurts But there was this one question that continues to lurk inside their minds Did Tord survive? Is he alive? They were never sure. They never found his body But one night everything changed... Where they see a specific Norwegian again... But not in your normal story where'd they accidentally bump into him.. No, no. It's not at all that... But something completely different.. - Book cover made by yours truly! It's very cringy I swear- Also, I purposely spelled words wrong when it was the gangs younger self speaking Enjoy! ⚠️WARNING⚠️ [] TordTom [] EddMatt [] Recurring nightmares [] A lot of sad Tord ⚠️STRONGER TOPICS⚠️ [] Depressive thoughts [] Abuse [] Self-hate and harm [] Horrible past memories [] Suicide attempts [] Suicide ⚠️If you get triggered easily by these things I recommend that you do not read this story⚠️ - [] Writing dates [] 💚Prologue💜 - March/06/2020 ❤️Epilogue💙 - Feb/01/2021 [] Posting dates [] 💚Prologue💜 - Feb/01/2021 ❤️Epilogue💙 - /00/2021

"I Love Her..." • [Tord x reader] {COMPLETED} by LB5538

Y/n has known Tord for a very long time. She has known him sense they were baby's and immediately came close friends. Over the years growing up and becoming adults you got feelings for him. They got stronger the more you were around him. Y/n knew that she was never able to tell Tord how she felt, she was too afraid of rejection or worse, losing their friendship. When the day came Tord left... that broke your heart...but you noticed that Tom started to help you and get closer with you. He did help you, but it didn't feel the same as when Tord helped you out. You just thought Tom was just being a good friend to you and helping you out. You just didn't know that he liked you. You soon got really close to Tom still unaware that he liked you a lot. Y/n just couldn't wait until Tord came back or when she will see him again. She hoped it was soon... (Cover art was made by @Lonely_Leech on wattpad and Niyuzero(@lonelyleech) on Instagram) (I don't own any of the Eddsworld characters in this story) (All warnings are listed in the first chapter in this book)

Losing you by Drenched_Lettuce

Tord couldn't take it anymore. He regretted everything he has said to edd, and what he has done to Matt and Tom. He wants to fix his mistake, but how? And if he gets their trust back, then how long will they stay together?

Tord's Blood by shyc0bain

SEQUEL TO: "Tom's Tears." [ Tom ♡ Tord ] // [ Tord ♡ Tom ] •Future/Crisis AU Blood is everywhere. He didn't want Tord to feast on his tears anymore, he needed payback. I ship the characters only, not the real people. Trigger warning: G0RE, BLOOD!!, Violence, Argumentive behaviors, a lot of angst. okay, enjoy!! :D

💔The Pieces of My Heart 💔 (Eddsworld) (TomTord) by PastelKingdomPK

{PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS BOOK, THE STORY IS TERRIBLE} (WARNING!! USE OF ORIGINAL CHARACTERS IN THE BOOK) (After the robot incident) Tord is slowly breaking down and usually needs someone to calm him down he breaks down at random times and is alone almost all the time. His heart is slowly ripping apart and he is never ok. No one trusts him and the people that he is with regret taking him back, or do they. He will spend the rest of his time warming up to the three even though he doesn't want to. (Cover of book drawn and edited by me)

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Here Lies...

Sequel to The Lonely: ...Thomas Rose wasn't an ordinary kid and he wasn't in an ordinary world. He had gravity defying hair, an unhealthy obsession for alcohol, and pure black eyes. He knew that life to him was meaningless. He knew that he'd never find a safe place for himself. But what he didn't know was that he had a lover in a past life that could change everything. Includes death and sadness, so again if you're sensitive to that stuff, I do not recommend. Unlike my last book, this story will mostly be in Tom's perspective. Please enjoy. (Reincarnation AU) (Tomtord)