Monster (Book 1 of Poe Dameron love story)

Ever since I could remember,
Everything inside of me,
Just wanted to fit in (Oh oh oh oh)
I was never one for pretenders,
Everything I tried to be,
Just wouldn't settle in (Oh oh oh oh)
If I told you what I was,
Would you turn your back on me?
And if I seem dangerous,
Would you be scared?
I get the feeling just because,
Everything I touch isn't dark enough
If this problem lies in me
I'm only a man with a chamber who's got me,
I'm taking a stand to escape what's inside me.
A monster, a monster,
I've turned into a monster,
A monster, a monster,
And it keeps getting stronger.
Can I clear my conscience,
If I'm different from the rest,
Do I have to run and hide? (Oh oh oh oh)
I never said that I want this,
This burden came to me,
And it's made it's home inside (Oh oh oh oh)
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"It's my fault she's dead"

"It's not you fault it was Luke Skywalker's fault"
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"They're all dead because of you!"

"I'm so sorry"

"It's your fault"

"I didn't know"

"You're a monster!"
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"If you betray me then I won't show you mercy when I find you"

"I won't fight back if you do find me"
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Stella Stark a new generation of Jedi's. She's mysterious and unique in her own way. But after the Jedi temple burned down she's just an empty shell. Now the name of Nova Vlime strikes fear in people. Filled with rage against the Resistance she promises to kill anyone that's get in her way.

Kylo Ren a First Order leader. Fearless and dangerous to others. Before he became Kylo he was Ben Solo. Son of Leia Organa and Han Solo. Ben takes care of Stella after the Jedi temple burned down. Now Kylo will destroy anyone that tries to harm Nova.

Will Nova and Kylo's dying love for each other last? Or will it be crushed? Will Stella find the truth about the Padawans' death? Will she betray the First Order or will she succeed in killing the Rebels?