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I Love You, I Hate You

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Reads 617
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Parts 11
Time 1h 20m

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Aika has borderline personality disorder and is revived into a whole new world. She is met with Senku and his new Kingdom of Science. Of course her life is difficult, it's not like there are antidepressants and therapists anymore. Will she be able to make it past her personality disorder and will she ever confess her feelings? Or will it take over her and eventually kill her? Leaving her to never confess her love.

**WARNING** There will be talk about self harm and suicide in this story. I will set trigger warnings as needed. I'm basing bpd off of my own experience, others may experience it differently but that doesn't mean I protrayed it incorrectly. I portrayed it as I myself experience it.

I don't own Dr. Stone or any of it's characters, I only own Aika.All Rights Reserved

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Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku] by katy_santiago

[Depressed Izuku x Bakugo Fanfiction] Like an artist, he creates art in the cursed canvas that is his pale skin. The whispers of a taunting voice that controls each stroke of the brush that is his blade. A pitiful work of art that is hidden from the world's eye. All until intense ruby irises discover the broken masterpiece that was concealed behind closed curtains. ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. "I have been such a prideful asshole towards you that I kept hurting you even though I knew there was something wrong with you," Katsuki frowned, continuing to clean his cuts. Izuku's heart fluttered inside his chest, listening intently to what he had to say. "Fucking hell, I knew there was something wrong, yet instead of helping you I only made it worse." ○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎.○°▪︎. 🚨⚠️T•R•I•G•G•E•R W•A•R•N•I•N•G⚠️🚨 This story contains the following: Lots of swearing Self-Harm Depression Suicide/Suicide Attempt Physical Abuse Homophobia Angst Graphic details Blood Needles 🚫 Read at your own risk 🚫 NATIONAL SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE: 888-628-9454 Please, if you yourself are going through a depressive episode, or know about someone going through severe depression, don't hesitate to get some help! You matter, and you deserve to be helped. ***I do not own the characters or images used for this story, all credits go to their respective owners*** Catch Me If I Fall by Katy Santiago Copyright © 2022 All Rights Reserved - Any similarities with other stories are purely coincidental.

UNSHACKLED [ ishigami senku ] by xfkl00

❝ I only wanna die alive Never by the hands of a broken heart (Ooh) I don't wanna hear you lie tonight Now that I've become who I really am ❞ Renka spent her whole life trapped-first in a house that felt like hell, then in a prison cell that wasn't much better. Just when she thought she'd rot away behind bars, the world hit the reset button and turned everyone into stone. Lucky her, huh? Stuck, unmoving, with nothing but her own mind for company. But she didn't give in- and when the stone finally crumbled, she was free. Actually free. Now, in a world where civilization is nothing but ruins, she's got one goal: stay free, stay alive, and punch anyone who tries to put her in chains again. Easy, right? Well... maybe not.

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Broken by JackGourdon25

He suffered through abuse, he suffered through pain, for years he was lonely and depressed. Those memories just keep flooding back to him, he did his best to keep himself mentally stable. Sometime after the provisional hero license exam he got abused by his father in an ally for failing his test. He eventually gotten more mentally unstable, so unstable that he accidentally saw Kirishima as his own dad and attempted to strangle him. His best friend Izuku Midoriya (Deku) was so mad at him that he no longer was his friend. Now with Deku abandoning him he suffers a major depression and hasn't been eating much since, not even cold soba. Can he be saved or will he be stuck in darkness forever. Warning: contains abuse, blood, eating disorder (sort of), violence, self harm, panic attacks, insanity and mental breakdowns. This basically my most sensitive story yet and there is also be trigger warnings. PS: this does not contain any ships with anyone, this is just about Todoroki overcoming depression. Aslo there is no smut cause like I've mentioned several times I don't do smut.

Insane- A villain that can change (villain Deku/Dadzawa [BNHA] by hi_imtired

(I do not own the cover picture or MHA/BNHA or most the characters in this story, I just own the plot and writing) (This story includes triggers, self harm, suicide and symptoms of psychosis) After my idol shut down the only thing I've lived for, I didn't see much of a point in living anymore. I wondered, why a quirkless bastard like me made it this far. But while I watched the blood trickle down my wrist, I thought, it isn't my fault I was born quirkless. Why should I be the one to suffer? And I decided, if I can't be a hero, I'll be a villain. I'll be a villain that can defeat people with a powerless fist. I'll defeat the people who doubted me. A story full of all his ups and downs, the hero he meets that changes his perspective on perusing the role of a villain, and helps him get through his mental illness.

$Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!} by Not_Totally_Alive$

A story about Izuku's problems with his mother's death and his abusive father. Deku slowly opens up after hiding his emotion from his classmates and teachers. And soon regrow a relationship with Bakugo to be more than friends. ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Lord this is cringe but I won't take it down for the sad deppressed lovelies. This story does contain mature and triggering subjects. -Rape -Abuse -Self-harm -Eating disorders -Blood -Sexual content -Suicide -Depression -Anxiety -Swearing -Drugs -And more fun stuff So if you do not feel comfortable with this subject I advise you to find a different story pls, because I will only place a warning on the first chapter and after that, you're on by yourself. So pls be careful. 😊 Not my characters, I don't own them!

✔ Unforgettable- Aizawa x Reader by -ZSTARNOOB

"I know that you're unstable." The wind blew his luscious black locks back, revealing his black orbs that were locked to my lips. "But I just can't help myself..." He gently tilted my chin up and leaned in, sealing our lips together. "I love you [Y/N]." He whispered into my ear, "I love you so fucking much." ----- Unforgettable and Unstable. Would be words to describe the young women. But what many people didn't know was that [Y/N] was once an energetic girl. She always kept her head up high and she still does. But one accident left her unstable for the majority of her life. When [Y/N] finally returns back to Japan. She bumps into a very unlikeable male. She heard he didn't care about anyone other then the people he was close to. But why did he care so much about her? Truth to be told, Aizawa was just trying to save her from her misery. Her smile was everything and anything he longed for. To him, she was unforgettable... Not An Student x Aizawa Fanfic This story is a slow burn All My Hero Academia Characters don't belong to me. Warnings: Lemon/Smut scenes (ya'll thirsty) Cursing Mention of Suicidal Thoughts Fluff Homeless hobo Started: Monday, February 1st, 2021; 10:04 A.M Finished: Sunday, July 23rd, 2023; 2:40 P.M Rankings: #1 Mhaaizawa - 7/11/22 #2 Anxiety - 3/16/20 #4 Aizawashoutaxreader - 7/11/22 Updates every Monday And make sure to enjoy ❤️

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Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku] cover

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✔ Unforgettable- Aizawa x Reader cover

Those who can, do. Those who can't, teach. (OC/Reader x Aizawa) cover

𝐎𝐮𝐫 𝐖𝐨𝐫𝐥𝐝 || 𝘋𝘳 𝘚𝘵𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘍𝘢𝘯𝘧𝘪𝘤 cover

bakudeku {18+ shots} cover

Catch Me If I Fall [BakuDeku]

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