I Love You, I Hate You
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Last published Sun, Jan 5, 2020
Aika has borderline personality disorder and is revived into a whole new world. She is met with Senku and his new Kingdom of Science. Of course her life is difficult, it's not like there are antidepressants and therapists anymore. Will she be able to make it past her personality disorder and will she ever confess her feelings? Or will it take over her and eventually kill her? Leaving her to never confess her love.
**WARNING** There will be talk about self harm and suicide in this story. I will set trigger warnings as needed. I'm basing bpd off of my own experience, others may experience it differently but that doesn't mean I protrayed it incorrectly. I portrayed it as I myself experience it.
I don't own Dr. Stone or any of it's characters, I only own Aika.
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