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Philophobia: A GerIta Story (Rewritten)

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Parts 14
Time 2h 49m

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Ludwig enjoyed living far from others.
He enjoyed his only company being his 8 dogs.
He enjoyed writing and Disney movies. 
~
Feliciano enjoyed living with his twin brother and his boyfriend.
He enjoyed long walks with Noodle, his seeing eye dog.
He enjoyed painting and baking.
~
Feliciano was desperate to never be alone, Ludwig was afraid of being close to anyone.
Feliciano felt like a burden, Ludwig questioned his worth.
Feliciano had nightmares, Ludwig never slept.
Feliciano believed no one could love him, Ludwig feared someone loving him.All Rights Reserved

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