My Time To Think
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"My name's Crimson, I'm trapped in this weird body, not a male. I'm just trying to survive with the help of HRT and therapy." I comment to the kid, who looks 12.
"Hi, crimson.." They paused for a second. "I'm Rei..."
This is the story of Crimson, and how he gets through his life.
MATURE THEMES SUCH AS SUICIDE. MAY BE TRIGGERING TO TRANS KIDS!
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