A Sad Boi Live Journal

A Sad Boi Live Journal

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Last published Mon, Nov 18, 2019

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I'm 20, I'm depressed and I can't keep a journal. So I decided to keep a live one here for nobody in particular. Read at your own risk 🤷

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