Maybe this is what they call Life
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Last published Sun, May 31, 2020
"You took everyone from me, am I that much sinful. You should take my soul instead of them. Now for whom, I live. Tell me". As tears were coming out of her eyes like a waterfall. " I should quit living, tell me who is left, I am so young for all this. I don't want to live. End me or I will end my self. I don't care now whether I go to hell it heaven just finish me". She said as now her vision started being blurry.
Momina Aslam, a girl who was living her life to full, love herself and all cheerful but as she grows up and the secrets opened to her, happiness vanished and her true self just disappear. The harsh reality broke her and made her hate herself. Who will be her healer? Who will collect the broken pieces of her self? Will she be able to live again?
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