We live in our own little world of fantasies and fairy tales. We use these illusions as cushions against the cold hard reality. The reality that does nothing but disappoints, hurts and beats us up. It is the truth and there is no escaping from it. At least from Xav's perspective, who lives life against the preset norms of society. The world in which your worth is not measured by grades. The respect you earn is not equal to your social strata. Wherein you live your ideals against the judgment of others. And the love you deserve is not dictated by who you are. But Xav's world is not all butterflies and rainbows, it also has its own dose of mischief. This is a novel that speaks about what happens next after you have settled yourself down. When you have finally found your identity and all what's left is to stand for it. It's the life after the roller coaster ride of growing up, for most people this is when the fun ends. But for others, it is the time where you kick the fuck up out of life after it's done beating you up.