It's Always Been You
Mcubed1078
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  • Reads 171,823
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  • Parts 24
  • Time 1h 40m
Mcubed1078
Complete, First published Nov 18, 2019
Mature
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His shocking blue eyes pierced right through my soul as his warm breath tickled the hairs on my ear. 

"Kiss me," he said in that seductive voice of his. 

I gulped, not knowing what to do. Here he was right in front of me demanding that I kiss him, but just a few minutes ago he was slamming my books out of my hands. I didn't get this guy, what did he want me to do. Love him or hate him. 

Forget about my conflicted feelings. I loved Ethan Walker. 

.......

My life was so simple before I met Ethan. I was the nerd that everybody picked on and I didn't try to change it. I accepted the fact that I was doomed to be alone my whole life. That was until Ethan Walker walked right into my life. Now, my world has been turned upside down.
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The Asshole Of His Dreams (manxman|| #lgbt)

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