It's Always Been You
Mcubed1078
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  • Reads 174,662
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  • Parts 24
  • Time 1h 40m
Mcubed1078
Complete, First published Nov 18, 2019
Mature
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His shocking blue eyes pierced right through my soul as his warm breath tickled the hairs on my ear. 

"Kiss me," he said in that seductive voice of his. 

I gulped, not knowing what to do. Here he was right in front of me demanding that I kiss him, but just a few minutes ago he was slamming my books out of my hands. I didn't get this guy, what did he want me to do. Love him or hate him. 

Forget about my conflicted feelings. I loved Ethan Walker. 

.......

My life was so simple before I met Ethan. I was the nerd that everybody picked on and I didn't try to change it. I accepted the fact that I was doomed to be alone my whole life. That was until Ethan Walker walked right into my life. Now, my world has been turned upside down.
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"Promise me you'll stay strong, for me, for us" Smiling at the older boy below him Blake rested his forehead upon Alec's. "I promise" Hearing these words Alec smiled once more. That promise was all he needed to keep going. For them, for Blake. *** Blake was a nerd, shy, Introverted. Doesn't have many friends other than the school librarian, parents and the local café owner. He's never been one to interact with his fellow classmates. Always been put down upon, bullied by the schools football team. Starting his Sophomore year in high school all Blake could do was hope for the best, be able to merely pass this year in a flash. However a certain jock had other plans. Alec was new to school, becoming popular quite quickly. His angelic looks, body like every girls dream. He soon became the captain of the basketball team. His cold demeanor, bitter attitude girls drooled over him even more. All he hoped was to find a girl to make his, spoil. Except fate chose to completely switch his life upside down. Practicing for his next game Alec didn't expect to stumble upon a certain boy. His heart doing something it's never done before, skip a beat. Following his gut Alec knew what he wanted and when he wants something he gets it. However will Alec's family secret scare the only thing he's come to care for away in the world?! Can these two push past the consequences to find freedom?! ______________________________________________

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