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Ongoing, First published Nov 19, 2019
I never thought that writing could be therapeutic, I've probably journaled twice in my life. The funny thing is, that I was wrong. I knew I was wrong but writing about things just added a sort of permanence and  materialization that I wasn't completely comfortable with. But now I am and I want to write  about my life and about my healing. I want to share my experiences in the hopes that maybe someone will read about mine and then have the courage to move forward and heal and grow. So, thank you. Thank you for coming with me on my journey that I hope, soon, will become ours.
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Trauma Ruined My LIfe (The Real-Life Journal Of An Abuser)

17 parts Complete Mature

It was October 2023, and my now-ex-fiance had moved out of our trailer for good. I decided to end our relationship and thought I had emotionally moved on from them. I was wrong-dead wrong. What followed them moving out was something I could not have ever thought to experience. I began to experience extreme mood swings, controlling behavior, self-esteem issues, and a new-found addiction to alcohol. This was just the tip of the iceberg, as I was constantly flirting with suicide on a daily basis. I could not begin to even tell you about how I went through an emo phase, a "man hoe" phase, and multiple other phases as well due to my deteriorating mental health. I began to document my everyday life after our split through two separate journals over a twelve-month span. This is the true tale of how a breakup brought me to the realization that I was an abuser and that I became the same monster that I swore not to become as a kid. This is how trauma ruined my life, and how it will ruin yours too.