kimimela
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sometimes i feel lost in this world, i guess all teenagers do, but sometimes i feel like i'm the only one who is actually feeling it, you know? it's like no one else is experiencing what i am, no one else is actually living, they're just... existing. existing as a piece in whatever weird world im being observed in. i realise this sounds ridiculously narcissistic, maybe even a little insane, but i can't help it.
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