Feeling Lost And Confused
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CHAPTER ONE. "HAVE you ever thought about when you feel like you're lost confused and frustrated, and people look at you , why me?
"PEOPLE are talking behind your back. SUDDENLY, your body gets anxious and depressed. YOU worry that you tried your best, gave everything your all, but feel like you're falling apart or things didn't go too well. "THERE is nothing you can't do. "You tell yourself you can't help that you love to talk, and you can't help wanting to fit in with all the other people. SOMETHING is telling you that you can't do this because you don't have many friends. Some friends won't see you for who you are, and people may leave you as if you weren't even there anymore. Do you get this feeling like,"Why me? "YOUR MOTHER works hard for me , and you feel some type of way."How come you can't do anything? IT'S gets worse, you want to scream, but you can't, especially when someone is trying to help or tell you the truth that you don't want to hear."Now, yes, I know the bible talks about having anxiety and depression and a lot more, for example (Phillippians4:6-7) 6 Be anxious for nothing but in everything by prayer and supplication, with Thanksgiving, let your requests be made known of God;7 And the peace of God , which surpasses all understand ing. will guard your hearts and minds through christ Jesus. (Proverbs12:25) Anxiety in the heart of man cause depression, but a good word makes it glad. Try to pick up my pieces. (Matthew24:1) Then Jesus went out and departed from the temple, and his disciples came up to show him buildings of the temple.
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