God is Preparing Me
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This is a book I wrote is about a girls life. I talk about all her struggles and accomplishments up to age 18. She is now 28 years old and still learning everyday. Still fighting everyday. She is a warrior and survivor I know this.
WARNING: The story is graphic reading during some chapters. It's all based on true events.
If you find any errors please let me know :)
To read the rest of the story go to amazon and search "god is preparing me by Jessica Gaber"
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