The Love That Almost Killed Me
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Last published Fri, Nov 22, 2019
In the beginning love is so beautiful, so pure. But as they say, all good things must come to an end. Your perfect fairytale could soon come to be your very worst nightmare. What if I told you that you could love someone so much that you let them destroy every bit of good inside of your heart? What if I told you love could take a life? Would you still be so eager to fall off of that cliff of love? Would you jump into it its arms without the fear of its teeth that could bite?
I never was one for love or for dating. I just always thought that dating was something that was never truly meant for me. That love was something I'm meant to hold in my hands but never really have. Sure I've loved before but love is like toxic water. You can drink it when you're dehydrated but I assure you that you will soon regret it.
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