¡¡ Trigger Warning !! Mentions of self-harm, suicidal thoughts, suicide attempts, blood, breakdowns and so on !! ¡¡ Read with caution !! Akaashi Keiji is a second year at Fukurodani High School and a setter in Fukurodani's volleyball club. He's cool, calm, smart, good looking and talented. Seems like your average teenager. But he's got a dark secret. You see, since he's joined volleyball at Fukurodani, he's gone back to his old, unhealthy habit. Self harm. No one knows about it. No one questions him about his cuts as they assume they're from practice. Akaashi's diagnosed with anxiety, and it never goes well for him. He gets dark thoughts often that sometimes may.. push him over the edge. He's in the closet too, and that probably makes things worse. You'd think he'd be saved when he meets the amazing Bokuto Koutarou but no. Sometimes Bokuto drives him crazy, and not the good type. What will happen to Akaashi when his dark secrets are revealed one by one? Will there be any happy ending to this angsty story? Writer's Note: "Hey, I'm currently busy with school and several projects I've taken on so there'll be slow updates. Sorry to have to make you wait and thank you for your patience and support !!" ¡¡ I do not own the Haikyuu characters. All credits goes to the one and only furudate !!