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Always and forever

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They say life is filled with ups and downs but her life was like a steel hill, only going down till she hit rock bottom. 

Andreas life was never easy, god really had it out for her, but the kind hearted girl never gave in, she kept strong and kept fighting. Yes, there were times she was weak and nearly gave into darkness, but that all changed when she met a girl named willow, but not even she can change her fate, can she.?

With every tear that fell, with every cry if help she screamed to herself she always put on a smile for others. No one seemed to noticed the bright girl was slowly loosing the light in  her eyes, no one seemed to care that she was slipping away from everyone's fingertips.

Not until it was too late...or was it?All Rights Reserved

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