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Ongoing, Unang na-publish Nov 23, 2019
Mature
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**WARNING this story contains abuse, explicit language, sexual scenes,self harm and rape.**

"Baby,let me take care of you."His lips graze my neck and my grip on his jacket tightens.
"Adrian,I can't,we can't." My voice is low and husky even to my own ears.
"You can't deny you want me,just as much as I want you." 
"At what cost Adrian? Do I have to lose you over some fling, after all we've been through?"
"Hey, look at me." His fingers tilt my face up. 
"You'll never be just a fling, okay babe?"
"Yeah but..."
"Shhh." His lips cover mine and I forgot what my argument was in the first place.

Sarah Spencer never knew a day without abuse from the age of 5, with an absent mother and an abusive controlling father,Sarah has no friends,until Adrian, the gorgeous bad boy next door,who notices her shaking hands and bloodshot eyes.
Is Adrian too late? Would he ever be able to get past the walls Sarah has built? Or would she survive? If only for him?

A story about love, hate, hope and the days when you want to give up but keep fighting anyway.
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FALLEN FOR A BAD BOY {BAD MEETS BADDEST} ni OMALOVESRED
57 parte Ongoing
She witnessed horror... and became one. After surviving a harrowing near-rape and watching her best friend brutally assaulted and murdered before her eyes, Aurora vanished-emotionally. What rose from the ashes was someone unrecognizable: Cold. Fearless. Savage. Untouchable. She trusts no one. Loves no one. And as far as she's concerned, no man alive could ever break through her fortress of ice. Love? Dead. Her rules? Simple. No emotions. No attachments. No second chances. But her new college? A battlefield. And him? Leonard Grande - the kind of trouble she didn't prepare for. Wounded. Rebellious. Addictive. Dangerous. A walking paradox with a face carved by gods and a soul damaged by demons. A notorious playboy who takes pleasure in breaking girls, shredding hearts like paper-because he believes every girl is a liar in disguise. Until Aurora. She doesn't look at him like he matters. She doesn't fall. She doesn't even flinch. And that pisses him off. Now it's war. A toxic game of destruction and seduction. She wants to erase him. He wants to ruin her. But when secrets from the past start surfacing, both realize they've been walking in the dark... and maybe-just maybe-they were destined to collide. How deep do their scars go? And who's really pulling the strings in this web of pain and passion. Dive into a dark college romance where love is a weapon, trust is deadly, and only the strongest survive. When bad meets baddest... there are no rules. Trigger Warning: This story contains themes of sexual violence, emotional trauma, murder, psychological manipulation, and abusive behavior. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Some scenes may be distressing or triggering to survivors. ©2025
Bad Decisions ni CrazyPebbles21
22 parte Ongoing Mature
18 + my book has matured content I look at Ace and see him already heading towards me with an emotionless face. Ace reaches down and plucks me up off the floor. "I told you not to let anyone in here." Ace snaps at me. "I didn't let him in here! He just shoved his way in!" I tell Ace, while giving him a disbelieving look. "You're still getting punished." Ace tells me. My eyes grew wide. "W-w-what!?" I stuttered out. I was confused, how was he going to punish me. "You shouldn't have opened the door." Ace told me. The next thing I knew Ace was pulling me with him over to the couch. I was so confused as I watched him sit down on the couch. I opened my mouth to ask him what he was going to do but Ace pulled me down over his lap, making my ass go up in the air. My eyes went wide once I realized what he meant by punishment. "Ace! Don't you dare-Ahhh" Ace didn't let me even finish before he cut me off with a hard slap to my ass. I cried out at the sting of the slap. "Ace what the fuc-" "Shut up!... This is your punishment. You're going to count out loud with every spank and if you don't, I'll restart. Do you understand?" Ace tells me. I knew he meant it, so I nodded my head yes. "Words MJ." Ace demands. I glared at the floor for a minute before answering him. "Yes, I understand." I answered through clenched teeth. "Good girl." Ace says before his palm comes down on my ass making me cry out again but this time, he rubbed my sore cheek. (Cover is AI it's fake.)
CATCH ME IF YOU CAN (FULL NOVEL): A Dark Summer Romance (18+) ni aricoursonwriting
80 parte Kumpleto Mature
"You've wanted me for a while, huh?" he whispered, hands going lower and lower until I felt him in between my thighs. I arched my back as he started stroking me. So very gently. "Have you wanted me?" he whispered. "Yes," I told him. "I have. Please...." I felt him kneeling down in between my legs and lick me through my leggings, and I moaned, arching my back. "How long have you wanted me?" he whispered as he licked. "Years..." I cried softly, hands catching the sheets. "For years." "How much do you need me?" he asked. "So much," I told him. "It hurts... Every time I stroke myself and come, it's never enough. It hurts." "How much do you need me, Aspen?" he asked me. "How much do you need your Ace?" "I need you..." I cried softly as he kept licking. "I need you so much it hurts...." Aspen Campbell wants to protect the things she loves, but she wasn't sure if she could keep her ex boyfriend out of her life anymore; not when it was summer break and they were moving to the same college next semester, and Ace wanted to meet. What game would he play? She wasn't sure if she could resist the temptation to win. (Catch Me if You Can is in the dangerous realm, but is not part of a series) #1 in "hooking" (May 21, 2025)
A Bad Boy's Worst Nightmare (Book 1) ni shadowed_descent
26 mga parte Kumpleto
She didn't reply and I felt her finger move across my skin, lower, and almost all the way down my lower back. A shiver coursed through my body, strangely pleasant, and I felt her finger stop. "Your tattoos are beautiful," she said softly. Too close. She was too close. My pulse was hammering and I could feel her cool breath against my skin when she spoke, and my body was warm from having felt her. I couldn't reply. My breathing was light and shaken. I wanted to just turn around and pull her against me, or rather put her against a wall, so I could kiss her and feel her more properly against me. If she touched me again, I wasn't sure that I could keep myself from doing just that. "I'm going to take a shower," I said suddenly in an attempt to escape. She didn't stop me, so I took that opportunity to walk away. When I reached the bathroom, I took a deep breath to steady myself as well as my pulse. Closing the door behind me, I ran a hand through my hair. She truly was a nightmare. A bad boy's worst nightmare was a girl that made him want to be a good one.
My Knight In Leather ni AmouraLWright
45 parte Kumpleto Mature
Completed!! "I think that I might be falling in love with you, which shouldn't be possible since I barely know you and-" The feeling of something soft and warm covered my lips, and it took me a moment to realize that Adrian was kissing me. Dumbfounded, I stared at him with wide unmoving eyes as he gently pulled away. The kiss was short-lived, but it didn't stop the warmth I felt erupting from my chest. My eyes zeroed in on his lips, "... Do that again... " I whispered, leaning in as my eyes fluttered closed, "... please? " His minty breath fanned my face as he let out a heartfelt chuckle, "Gladly... " Gently grabbing my face in both of his large calloused hands he kissed me once more. Ever Monroe was abandoned in the middle of nowhere by her boyfriend and was found by Adrian Wolf, a street racer with a past he doesn't like to talk about. What happens when he lets her stay the night with him? Will they become close or will they go their separate ways without a second thought? All pictures used are not mine credits to the owner (google and Pinterest haha) Disclaimer: The story comes from my own imagination if there are any similarities to other stories you have read it is simply Coincidence, all characters have no affiliations to anyone with the same or similar names in this story, As it is fiction. DON'T BE A SILENT READER! PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT! I'D REALLY LIKE TO KNOW YOUR OPINIONS! #4- Teen pregnancy 5-26-2025 #4- Strong language 6-4-2025 #1- Street Racer 6-16-25 - 7-22-25 #1- complete 8-9-25
His to Ruin (The Hawthorne Legacy # 1) ni Eveee_2006
33 parte Kumpleto Mature
He's the billionaire heir who has everything. She's the scholarship girl who has nothing. I was content with my quiet life. I asked for nothing and expected even less. Then Adrian Hawthorne set his eyes on me. He decided I was his. His new project. His unwanted obsession. He says he'll ruin me. He promises to tear down my world until he's the only one left. What he doesn't know is that I'm already broken. And he might just be the one to shatter completely. A dark billionaire romance with a possessive hero, a "touch her and you die" vibe, and secrets that could destroy them both. "His to Ruin" is a standalone dark romance novel. It is part of the book series "The Hawthorne Legacy #1" ______ "I'm going to ruin you for anyone else, Lilia. When I'm done with you, the memory of my touch will be a brand on your skin. The sound of my voice will be the only thing you hear in your dreams. You will crave me. You will beg for me." My breath hitched, my entire body frozen in a state of horrified paralysis. He leaned in, his lips brushing against the shell of my ear, the contact sending a bolt of pure, unadulterated electricity through me. "And the best part?" he breathed, his voice a silken, venomous promise. "You're going to love every second of it." He pulled back, his eyes blazing with a triumphant, predatory fire. He had seen the flicker of response in my eyes, the traitorous shiver that had run down my spine. He knew he had struck a nerve. That was what finally broke the spell. Rage, pure and absolute, surged through me, burning away the fear. I yanked my hand back, my palm connecting with his cheek with a sharp, satisfying crack that echoed in the silent aisle. He didn't even flinch. He just stood there, a slow, terrifying smirk spreading across his face as he gently touched the reddening mark on his cheek. "There's that fire," he murmured, his voice filled with a dark, appreciative hunger. "I can't wait to taste it."
If By Chance ni ayeitsbec
20 parte Kumpleto Mature
"You just don't understand what you do to me. I can't control myself." He kisses me harshly after I say that. His tongue pushes my lips and I try so hard to not let him in. He bits my lip making me gasp. Taking his chance, he gains access. His tongue dances around with mine as he pushes me until my back is pressed on the cabinets behind me. He pulls away leaving me breathless and cold. I pull him back making his warmth travel through my body. He smirks looking down at me before speaking. "And you have no idea how bad I just want to take you and bend you over this counter."
Menacingly✔️ ni ASummers1
50 parte Kumpleto
"Your problem is that your heart is too big, it leaves you vulnerable and makes you weak." He spoke in such certainty that it brought tears to my eyes, because it was the truth. I was vulnerable and delicate, I was weak and let my guard down too much. "You put your heart on your sleeve. You are oblivious to evil and peoples capabilities because you cannot imagine a person like that, you are blinded by your good nature." "What about yours?" I asked hesitantly, trying to keep the shake out of my voice. He looked at me with confusion for a second so I continued, "What about your heart?" I questioned. He looked at me with his dark eyes, his stare like stone. "I haven't got one." ******* Angela and Adriano are like fire and ice, they are complete opposites. But what happens when Angela gets thrown into Adriano's dangerous lifestyle? Can Adriano protect her from the evils he faces every day? Or does it become too much for the innocent Angela to cope with? *Warning: There maybe be strong language in some of the chapters.* #26 in Romance 10/04 #4 in Romance 19/06 #2 in Romance 28/07 #1 in Romance 03/09
When I Met You {English} ni Iris_Hayley
31 parte Ongoing
"You disappoint me... What do you even see in him?" "Aren't you tired of this already?! If you want to pick a fight, fight me, not him. Got it??" What he did enraged me so much that I threw my hardest punch at his face, forcing his head to snap to the side. "If you ever touch him again--" before I could finish my sentence, he grabbed my arm and slammed me against the wall. "If I touch him again, what?!" he shouted, his face inches from mine, as I trembled with rage. "Got a big crush on the kid, huh?!" he exploded, and I could feel the weight of everyone's eyes on us. ~~ Have you ever wondered how different your life would be if you changed just the smallest of your actions? Because that's what I do. I wonder how my life would be now if I hadn't made that tiny mistake in the schoolyard. Everything started then. When I met you, twelve years ago...
Fire on Fire ni TheWritingWolf1
29 mga parte Kumpleto
"This is so wrong ..." Emma breathed out against his lips when he pinned her up against the wall. "Is it?" Alexander echoed, slipping his hands underneath her large sweater, grazing her lips. "She's my friend ..." Emma argued weakly, albeit unwilling to push him off. "Don't think about it." He merely replied, starting to nibble on her neck. As his lips nipped down on her sensitive skin, Emma let out a breathless moan and wrapped her arms around his shoulders, so that he could hook her legs around his torso, effectively seizing her in his arms. The walk to his bedroom was short, and before she could say anything, she found herself on his bed, him hovering over her. His every touch was inebriating, the way his lips knew exactly where to go in order for her to lose sight of her moral duties, the way his hands skillfully caressed every inch of her skin, as if savoring it in advance, was driving her insane. And when she met his fiery gaze, Emma knew she was doomed. She had no chance but to surrender to this devil that was tempting her, pushing her towards something that - she was well aware - would be difficult to give up on once set in motion.
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CATCH ME IF YOU CAN (FULL NOVEL): A Dark Summer Romance (18+) cover
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My Knight In Leather cover
His to Ruin (The Hawthorne Legacy # 1) cover
If By Chance cover
Menacingly✔️ cover
When I Met You {English} cover
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FALLEN FOR A BAD BOY {BAD MEETS BADDEST}

57 parte Ongoing

She witnessed horror... and became one. After surviving a harrowing near-rape and watching her best friend brutally assaulted and murdered before her eyes, Aurora vanished-emotionally. What rose from the ashes was someone unrecognizable: Cold. Fearless. Savage. Untouchable. She trusts no one. Loves no one. And as far as she's concerned, no man alive could ever break through her fortress of ice. Love? Dead. Her rules? Simple. No emotions. No attachments. No second chances. But her new college? A battlefield. And him? Leonard Grande - the kind of trouble she didn't prepare for. Wounded. Rebellious. Addictive. Dangerous. A walking paradox with a face carved by gods and a soul damaged by demons. A notorious playboy who takes pleasure in breaking girls, shredding hearts like paper-because he believes every girl is a liar in disguise. Until Aurora. She doesn't look at him like he matters. She doesn't fall. She doesn't even flinch. And that pisses him off. Now it's war. A toxic game of destruction and seduction. She wants to erase him. He wants to ruin her. But when secrets from the past start surfacing, both realize they've been walking in the dark... and maybe-just maybe-they were destined to collide. How deep do their scars go? And who's really pulling the strings in this web of pain and passion. Dive into a dark college romance where love is a weapon, trust is deadly, and only the strongest survive. When bad meets baddest... there are no rules. Trigger Warning: This story contains themes of sexual violence, emotional trauma, murder, psychological manipulation, and abusive behavior. Reader discretion is strongly advised. Some scenes may be distressing or triggering to survivors. ©2025

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