Monsters
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Last published Wed, Aug 27, 2014
I cut myself for the first time ever and it was painful in a good way.It was July 38,2014 at about 11:00 p.m I was sitting on the toilet with a razor that was formally removed from a shaver.I just felt so alone so and I didn't know what to do.
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