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This online novel is in no such way a form of endorsement to drug use/abuse, and conversely though vaguely, is meant to oppose the concept with aspects of heartache, loneliness, poverty, guilt, and though limited to certain extents, personal experience. That said, themes and descriptions of the sort are intended to peak in magnitude, thus I, as the author responsible, suggest maintaining an iron will whilst reading my novel. Particular audience that may undergo negative emotions include those in circumstances related to poverty and, evidently, drug abuse and addiction.
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