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ALTERNATE UNIVERSE BUCKY BARNES ROMANCE NOVEL:
I didn't mean to do it. I truly do love him. But my own actions have made this whole thing a mess.
I thought I'd be with him forever, I want it to be that way. I always used to think that when you find the right one you would just be able to love each other unconditionally and there would be no problems at all. But turns out that is not the case; there are always conditions.
And now things might change very drastically. With it being all my own fault.
Bucky Barnes is the love of Emma's life. Has been ever since they met five years ago. But all relationships have their downfalls, and when the strains on both of their happiness push them to breaking point she ends up doing something that could ruin the life they have started to build together, something that she will regret for the rest of her life.
And just when it seems things can't get anymore complicated, another variable enters the picture that makes things even worse with even more at stake.
Be sure to check out my other main story:
I'll Keep This Secret For You
Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters used in this book and any similarities to people are pure coincidence. In this story, Bucky, Steve and Peggy's characters have pretty much just been used as background inspiration! Even if marvel isn't your thing, I recommend giving this a read!
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