Life Without You
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Last published Mon, Nov 25, 2019
Life Without You is a fan-fiction about (mostly) Dan & Phil. This story is about how Dan recovers from Phil's dead. I'm sorry, this is not a love story between them. We find Dan in a struggle where he falls back in a heavy depression. His life isn't going well, he doesn't talk to anyone anymore, he never leaves his apartment -only if it's really needed - and he is most definitely not on social media. It doesn't seem that his life is going to get better any soon, until a certain someone appears in his life...
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