'Sorry' can't save me now...
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Last published Tue, Nov 26, 2019
Izuku Midoria (A.K.A Deku) is still in middle school and he can't shake off this heavy felling of depression surounding him. One day as he's packing up to leave and go home, Bakugou Katsuki says something to him that sends Izuku over the edge.
He stands on roof of the tallest building in town, with his feet on the edge, ready to let his life slip away....
~ "goodbye mom....I love you... I wish I could have made you proud..."
Tears fill his eyes as he trys to smile one more time.
~ "take care Kacchan...I hope this makes you happy.."
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Will Izuku grasp onto the last bit of hope there is left or will he let go and let his life fall away?
!!WARNING SENSITIVE TOPIC SO DONT READ IF YOU GET SAD EASILY OR ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS TOPIC!!
This contains; suicide, self harm, depression, and bullying.
This also may have some soft Bakudeku ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) no smut though.
ALSO the cover is not mine I just edited it ALOT.
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