mixed feelings
fromajay
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  • Reads 212
  • Votes 106
  • Parts 12
  • Time 9m
fromajay
Ongoing, First published Nov 26, 2019
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A collection of poetry, stories, and art about living as a mixed-race person in a world increasingly fixated on racial identity. In mixed feelings, ajay explores his complicated emotions around race, identity, religion, and family through poetry and imagery. Drawing on the author's own life story as well as interviews he's conducted with friends and strangers, mixed feelings serves as a dialogue starter for difficult topics that now, more than ever, need to be discussed.
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