The Fight to Write:
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Ongoing16m
Last published Thu, Jan 2, 2020
These are just little things I make as I work to get back onto the horse. I've been gone for a long time, and it's high time I try to make a comeback. The characters in these writings are expressly mine, or in the sense that there are people related to a few of the characters, and should not be used in any works without prior, express and purposeful approval from myself, and myself alone.
God above, please don't let me make a fool of myself.
This will be moreso in a sort of Journal Format, in a sense. In between entries, there may be one or two Short stories, once I manage to field something concrete, or even remotely sensical. Till then, it will mostly be snippets of what I do. What I'm thinking as I type. What I say, within and outward, as I gaze towards this canvas of digital tapestry...
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