Warning, Contains triggering content, edgy thoughts, self harm, suicidal thoughts and probably attempts.
It will also contain a gay ship, Tododeku
DISCLAIMER: I don't own any of the characters (might add an oc, I don't know yet) or the show. I will change a few things in the main story of the show, so don't annoy me about it, you are aware of it.
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Deku could have sworn the world around him turned to grey as time went on. The only color he could really see was the crimson red of his own blood, the blood he would spill by his own will.
He lost his best friend somewhere along the lines as they got older, Bakugo getting more aggressive since he developed his quirk. He won't lie, he likes the pain it causes him, it makes him feel a bit more... Alive...
His little game of pretend went rather well, it was to see how long this all could last. Finally going to his dream school and having such an enviable quirk, what more could he ask for? Life seems to be getting better...
Or is it really?
"I've been broken so many times that I can't feel the pain anymore. I'm no one. I'm nothing..."
"Icyhot--"
"If I can't die, what should I do?"
"Live. You're gonna live, dammit. You're gonna get through this."
"Yeah? That's what I thought the first time. No, that's just what I was told. It doesn't get better, Bakugou. It just doesn't..."
[Original date of publication: May 15th, 2021.]
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Note:
- This fic is not intended to promote/encourage its darker/sensitive topics/themes.
Dislcaimer:
- I do not own BNHA/MHA. All credit for the series and its characters goes to Horikoshi Kohei.
- **Fantastic cover done by kairichan13!**