Helpless: A Crankiplier fanfic

So I'm a huge fan of Crankiplier but all the fan fics on here take it too fast and have to much smut. If if you want a story that builds up slow (not too slow) and is based on real facts. (Because some stories on here make it a school setting) then this is for you! :) So this story is mostly going to be Ethan's POV, He is struggling with depression and being apart of the LGBTQ community (Obvi no one knows for sure if he is but it wouldn't be a Crankiplier fan fic if he wasn't) He has feelings for Mark but Mark is dating Amy, so Ethan thinks Mark is straight. Though obviously that's not the case. WARNING: This story WILL have smut, not much but it will, it will also contain drug use, alcohol abuse, Depression, Suicidal thoughts, and strong language. (This story will have some things in it that are not realistic but most things will be. I hope you enjoy and let me know what you think! :) )