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I'm A Walking Disaster (jalex)

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"Sometimes people just can't be helped, some of us are meant to die, drop it" Jack spat at me, I flinched at his words but my determination was stronger. I can and I will help him, without help he will never get out of here..

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After Alex Gaskarth was hospitalized for his third suicide attempt this year his parents decided that it would be best for him to spend some time in the Teen Psychiatric ward of Valley Springs Hospital. 
There he has to share a room with Jack Barakat, who was possibly the worst person to room with due to his attitude, but when Alex discovers more about Jack and why he was there he begins to feel different towards the boy he was told to stay away from. 
Will Jack accept Alex's help and encouragement? Or will he shut himself away from Alex and refuse anything to do with him?
Is what Alex feels towards Jack more than just the need to help him?
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