"Do you ever feel like jumping, no, soaring off a cliff? Feeling the rushing air whip through hair, causing you to tumble and fumble through the atmosphere as you look down to see the water closing in on you. And then you crash into oblivion and there is a second, a split second, where ever thing burns as all your pain releases inside you, pulsing through your blood... And then silence, as if you were transported to the middle of forest where everything is quite and the voices in you head aren't overwhelming and the weight on your chest has vanished and ever thing is still? That is what it was like the first time I felt when I first kissed you, Maisie. You took away all the noise and pain and made everything feel right again, you made me feel like I wasn't trapped. You saved me."